back and forth..
the dreams.. associated with a person.. how do i start to tell you in a way you can understand, and if you can begin to find compassion in me - won't you then - find compassion in yourself?
these feelings that i have - dreams, hopes, visions. whose are they - if not mine? i just realized how alone i feel. how without a connection - how desperately single i am. how i don't have the energy to date, so the thought of building the way i should.. seems impossible - and - so i am defeated before i begin.